words of wisdom.

i went home to my parent's house on sunday to find some old notebooks of mine sitting on the table. my mom had dug them out of a box of stuff.

i was quite the author when i was seven :)

this is your life.

the dreams that keep me here are worth it,
learn to love your fears forever.

our memories disappear, and our shadows learn to
love these years forever.

this is your life.
this is your fight.
this is the only time you have to make it your life,
this is your time.
this is the only time you have to make it.

the walls that hold me down surround me.
learn to love this fight,
cause its worth it.

(school boy humor)

confessions.

i want:

to quit school for a while and be a nanny in australia. or seattle.

to start a band.

to stop having ridiculously scary dreams.

to learn how to cook.

a helmet, because i get scared going down big hills on my longboard.

a super cool boy to walk into my life.

my cat, hidey, to live forever.

to get paid without working.

all the rude people to get attitude adjustments.

to pass math this semester.

amen.

coming up:

october 12th:

jason derulo, b.ob, iyaz, auburn.

october 22nd:

matt costa.

november 4th:

all time low, a rocket to the moon.

i'm in need of a concert. sooo excited.

good ol' monday.

boredom has overcome me while living in this hotel. i really just want my room back, and my dvd player, and the rest of my clothes. please hurry with our roof mr construction workers!

although i have been bored, today was a good day. waking up and eating a delicious hotel breakfast, and then walking to school in perfect weather started the day off with a bang. i also realized today how much i love talking to random people. everyone is so different from each other.. and everyone deserves a "good morning," or a "how are you doing today?"

going off on a tangent, can i just proclaim my love for little caesars? and chinchillas? i know that sounds a little random, but i promise i can explain. before going to get our pizza we stopped in a pet store and saw the cutest chinchillas ever! they are the softest creatures ever. i've always wanted to get one, so i think that i will. as long as the lanlord doesn't find out. :) haha.

goodnight!

this is love.

updates.

last week i went to the john mayer concert in salt lake.

he was amazing live. and owl city was good too, even though we were late and missed half of their songs haha.

i'm living in a hotel for a month, due to the leaking roof at my apartment.

we're living the suite life. :) although i wouldn't mind not being woken up by house keeping.

also, i created a tumblr. i'm super new to it.. but if you have one let's be tumblr friends! (ditchyourdismay.tumblr.com)

hello beautiful,

how's it goin? i hear it's wonderful in california.

i've been missing you, it's true.

but tonight i'm gonna fly. yeah tonight, i'm gonna fly. 'cause i could go across the world and see everything, and never be satisfied...

if i couldn't see those eyes.

hello beautiful,

it's been a long time.. since my phone's rung and you've been on that line.

i've been missing you, it's true.

but tonight i'm gonna fly. yeah tonight, i'm gonna fly. 'cause i could go across the world and see everything, and never be satisifed...

if i couldn't see those eyes.